i need to talk about this...

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i'm sorry if i haven't been online much, or working on any of my games, but i need to talk about something... There's actually a specific reason why i haven't been active much if at all. i was actually pretty scared to come forward about this because of what you guys might think of me, but i feel like i have the courage now to speak up about what happened and hopefully warn you guys about someone, I don't want to start any drama but i NEED to talk about this so i can finally put this shit to rest and focus on my mental health as a whole, i don't know when i'll be back (if i ever come back that is) so please acknoledge that what i'm about to talk about is a VERY fucking serious thing that has ultimately burnt me out physically and mentally. i've already since cleared my name with the help of so many people so please listen.

 

here's what happened:

 

so basically november 2023 i was on a discord server hanging out with my friends and having a great time, everyone around me were younger but we got along really well and i don't actually remember what happened but i was joking with them and pranking a phone scammer. 

then someone named skye came along and started getting increasingly angry and overall offended at me for making these vulgar jokes which ultimately led to something that would pretty much scar me for life, i got accused of pedophilia by skye, who recognized me on discord from here, and basically ran an entire smear campaign to ruin my life, i'll be underlining important details in this situation.

now keep this in mind, i never had any attraction to ANYONE involved in this situation, they were all friends and even after this situation and me clearing my name they are still with me and even supported me through this situation, i even still chat with them occasionally too.

so already skye was going completely haywire over something that many people involved didn't see as much of an issue at the time, this all happened while i was at work by the way. again, i have already managed to clear my name with the help of my friends but only just barely one particular thing was that skye had effectively manipulated me into thinking i was becoming a pedo, even getting me to give them my discord server which they almost deleted, but me and my friends managed to get the server back in a less than good state. 

the situation was fucking awful on all sides, it was a situation where NOBODY was innocent, a very close friend of mine, @Superdragen123 who lives about 15 minutes away from me, was absolutely awesome at debunking the situation and played a huge role in clearing my name, which i couldn't be any more thankful for. 

and the person involved at the very centre, a 14yo named sosu, a good friend of mine who blocked me during the drama, but thankfully managed to unblock me, he said he only blocked me during that situation because he didn't know what to do, and ultimately apologised and even gave me co ownership of his now unfortunately dying server, the exact same server where this drama originated. 

the drama was ended to a degree by another person involved named rodragon, who was also a massive help in clearing my name. but when i went to skye's server to apologise, like any sane person in that situation would, skye turned around and called me "untrustworthy" and that i "went behind his back" even though i only joined his server to publicly apologise and hold myself accountable for my mistake of making those jokes. 

there's a good chance skye probably deleted the apology shortly afterwards because he likely doesn't want me to redeem myself, forever seeing me as a villian for simply owning up to my side of the situation, which were the jokes. 

i had also apologised on other servers affected by the drama including the one sosu owned, and a lot of people came to my side and accepted my apologies, sosu included.

as stated by @Superdragen123, the role i had in the situation was completely unintentional, and when i realised what was happening, i backed off.

 

however... i found something... something that actually gave me a fighting chance and a way to clear my name, a glimmer of hope in a grim situation that would RUIN a regular person, i found evidence that skye was doing EXACTLY what they accused me of doing, almost verbatim too.

what did i find and how did i get that evidence you may ask? well, buckle up and check this shit out: when i joined back to sosu's server and got my admin back the first thing i did was kick skye out of the server, this is what i found:

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i had just found out that skye was a BLATANT HYPOCRITE, doing EXACTLY what they accused me of doing VERBATIM, they had also actively LIED about their sexualities as well, take a look.

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once i found out, i told EVERYONE and they all had the exact same responses and opinions i did, the first time i found out about all this i chuckled, they had effectively DESTROYED their own accusations, i rang superdragon on a discord call where we both found a particular image skye posted on their server, i had to censor it of course so be warned:

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your eyes aren't deceiving you, in that spoiler is a censored image of TEAM FORTRESS 2 HEAVY NSFW BEING POSTED ON A SERVER WITH PRESUMED MINORS IN IT.

did i mention skye is 16 years old? a minor was running around posting porn and making sex jokes in the presence of minors, and accusing someone of doing the same thing, possibly even encouraging it as well, when this bombshell dropped, i had basically won and cleared my name by default at that point.

the moment me and superdragon found out, i had told EVERYBODY, and they ALL were with me on this, i actually had a fighting chance and a means to finally redeem myself in this situation.

people were commenting on just how STUPID skye was, AND THE HITS KEPT COMING BY THE WAY, BUCKLE UP AND PREPARE FOR SOME PREMIUM QUALITY AUTISM.

additionally, he was BANNING people who were associated with me off his server presumably as some kind of cover up, by this point, everyone was onto him, and they knew what he was up to, it was the most SATYSIFYING thing i have ever seen, to finally have a chance to redeem myself, and expose an absolute VILLAIN in the process.

they made multiple excuses to justify their actions from being a christian, all the way to being groomed when they were younger, but now i personally believe that he was just finding a way to worm his way out of a situation that he put himself in, he quite literally fucked around and found out which lead up to now, me making this thread to FINALLY end this drama.

also, they DELETED their discord server and accounts so i would "leave them alone", by this point he was backed into a corner, i had told many people about this situation and everyone was against them, further proving my innocence in the process.

 

i had also gotten statements from some people who were involved the most, rico, superdragon, rodragon, sosu, and echosmh, echosmh straight up called skye an asshole (honestly i don't blame them what they did to me was fucking horrible), rico didn't know what was happening, and superdragon said it was an awful situation on all sides.

 

rodragon however had this to say:

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and finally sosu had THIS to say:

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this summed it all up perfectly

 

skye does have an account here, but they haven't visited since april and i managed to talk to mordeth about the situation and was dealt with accordingly.

so yeah, that's why i haven't been online much, it's because of this situation...

 

in short: skye is a liar, a manipulator, a dumbass, and a hypocrite.

 

but yeah, that's the story of how i was dragged kicking and screaming into a literal hellhole of a situation and how i was able to clear my name with the help of so many people, i have actually changed and matured a lot since then, effectively giving me a reality check into being the adult i should be, massive thanks to @Superdragen123 for helping me clear my name, i would not be able to expose the information i have now without him, so thank you so much man, greatly appreciate it, i genuinely do.

 

one final message before i move on to how this affected me, skye, by the chance you see this, fucking grow up, that's all i can literally say to you right now is fucking grow up, you're 16 fucking years old look at yourself, you dug yourself a hole by accusing me of foul shit, then you hit rock bottom when your hypocrisy was exposed and somehow kept digging... seriously man, you disappoint yourself and everyone around you, i changed, you didn't, and it seems to me you likely never will.

 

now, how did this affect me?

 

it affected me in a variety of ways, i became heavily depressed and extremely anxious, even today after three fucking months of this, i wanted to kill myself, which i still do even after three fucking months, and i felt genuine disgust for everything and everyone. i also lost all motivation in working on my games, my sleep schedule was ruined, it affected my work and i was extremely fatigued and overall irritated, i developed a fear and genuine hatred for children of any age, the only discord server i felt comfortable being in was a fucking furry "adults only" server, i progressively grew an urge to hunt skye down and beat the shit out of them to point i would get mad seemingly at random about it, i had to take actual days off from work because it would get too much, even now i still fucking think about it even after clearing my fucking name and FINALLY proving my innocence to the people i nearly fucking lost all because of A FUCKING HYPOCRITICAL DUMBASS WHO COULDN'T TAKE A FUCKING JOKE AND TOOK IT AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO VIRTUALLY ASSAULT ME FOR COMMITTING THE APPARENT CRIME OF JOKING WITH MY FRIENDS!

 

i am so fucking emotionally and physically burnt out that i'm at the point where i'm effectively fucking done, i just want to be fucking left alone for once, every day drama pops up and i fucking lose faith in humanity, if the drama between me and skye wasn't a sign that our generation is fucked i don't know what is, i fucking hate having to wake up knowing that i got accused of the foulest shit imaginable by someone who was doing EXACTLY what they accused me of doing verbatim, and while THANKFULLY i managed to clear my name and get some of my friends back, and everyone involved being 110% on my side, even gaining MORE friends on top that, the emotional torment is too fucking much, i actively am at the point where i honestly want to kill myself because of this, i've lost all motivation in doing what i loved best which was making games and having a good time, and i feel like skye took that away from me, i'm done...

 

so please... I beg you all... please help me... i don't want to live like this any fucking longer...

 

just to reiterate: i don't want to start a fight, i'm only posting this thread so i can reveal the truth, and finally put myself to rest, i'm genuinely sorry if you guys hate me for this, but i'm at the point where it's getting too much for me, i can tolerate a lot of things, but this, this will forever be burned into my mind... thank you guys so much for hopefully understanding my situation, but just know the moment i post this i will be taking an extended break to fix my mental health, there's a high chance i will never return, i'll hopefully still be active, again, i've already cleared my name, and skye has since gone completely dark about the situation, i haven't heard from them at all, and i genuinely hope it stays that way, thank you all for listening, please stay safe...

 

but yeah skye basically made everyone around them hate them as a result of this situation, many good people are on my side in this situation, they all know what happened and they still stood by me when it all went down, and i couldn't be any more grateful...

Edited January 7 by DELTA256

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pardon the double post, but on the exact same morning on the day skye deleted all their socials and me clearing my name and proving my innocence, i had a sort of mental breakdown where i just walked outside really early in the morning and started taking pictures on my phone while on a discord call with friends, and everything looked weirdly beautiful.

a friend who i told the situation to said i must've had some kind of mental clarity or something, i don't actually know what happened that day but literally at about 1pm on that exact day skye had finally snapped and deleted their socials and left the internet, i came out on top, my name was cleared and i was proven innocent, i still talk about the situation to this very day at times as a means of striking a conversation, i might also post all this to twitter/x as well but i'm not entirely sure

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I'm happy that you managed to resolve the situation in a way that was favorable for you, but I have to nitpick a couple of things about your post:

 

1 hour ago, DELTA256 said:

they had also actively LIED about their sexualities as well, take a look.

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Not only am I not entirely sure what this has to do with anything, but the sheer amount of roles the person has and the contradictions therein indicate to me that they had all of those roles "for the memes" above anything else.

 

1 hour ago, DELTA256 said:

BUCKLE UP AND PREPARE FOR SOME PREMIUM QUALITY AUTISM.

 

As someone actually on the autism spectrum, I don't agree with your use of the word here.

[Redneckerz]

I thought you were hanging out with your bae.

 

That thread was already a big wallop (And so was this one)  and so is this. I understand you want to talk about this but you are ignoring the fact that most of us don't know the people you talk about. Why am i supposed to care about Skye?

 

Just like the Bae thread where you fell in love with someone and wanted to move to their place, as you knew what you were doing. What were my thoughts again on this? Oh, here it is.

 

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Considering your previous tearjerk topics on your own stability, i find this kind of line downright arrogant. ''I know what i am doing'', says the guy who literally is ignoring every single piece of advice in this entire thread.

 

I am starting to think you really want to earn that user title you have been bagging as of late.

 

Having said that, your previous adventures saw you ignore every piece of advice given, so who's to say you won't do the same here?

 

In the case this is geniune, just stop caring about it. Seriously. You let all this ruin you, and over what? Don't post it on Twitter, don't post it on X. It happened, process what has happened, and move on.

 

I should also let you know that people can still see a deleted status update: Those get deleted later.

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All the best to you @DELTA256, but we don't need this sort of drama on Doomworld.

 

If people have problems with other members, it's fine to let a mod/admin know, which you have done. But massive posts like this, no thank you, not here.