Foodles

So I was drinking over at my friends, getting ready to go out and we were having a bit of a laugh at my mates expense which he wasn't too happy about, this resulted in him elbowing me in the face and smashing in my 2 front teeth.

I've been to the dentist and apparently it will take about 4 weeks to get it fixed during which time I can't bite anything, can't smile in public without feeling a bit self conscious etc. Let me just say that we really do take everything for granted.

I went into hospital on Sunday since I had trouble breathing properly - was short of breath, turns out I have Pneumothroax. They stick a great big needle into my chest to syringe out the air and that was not pleasant, the needle was in my chest for about 5-10 minutes. When that didn't work they put in a chest drain which gets pretty incomfortable from time to time, its still in now. Don't know when I'll get out but on the plus side I finally watched Lawrence of Arabia and am playing through Doom 3 again.

All of the interesting people who were in my ward on monday have now been moved away and the man opposite me now is the illest looking man I have ever seen

I was in bed the other night and it suddenly hit me that I, and everyone else will die and that after death there may possibly be nothing, i.e. I will no longer exist and this thought I fills me with a sense of overpowering dread. I like to think that I believe in God but even so I have spent a few days feeling depressed that everything will end and after that there will be nothing, I want my conciousness to remain for eternity, has anyone else felt like this? Whenever I probe too far down this road of thought I start to panic and the worst part is that there is nothing I can do about it, even if I did live forever the universe would eventually end.

Yes I know its christmas sorry for these dark thoughts.
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So I was working in our council's library a few weeks ago and got bored so i decided to pick up a book to read since I had like 10 minutes to kill.

I picked up this book called leviathan wakes becase the title on the spine looked star warsish and the blurb sounded interesting as well as having a cool front cover. I have to say that I am very much enjoying it (still haven't finished, don't ruin the ending for me) and have found it the most gripping book that I have read in a long time - I could easily have spent all my time at work reading it.

Its set in the future when humans have colonized the solar system and follows the eventful lives of 2 characters, read all about it here

I would reccomend it, though its probably not for everyone (like most things) anyone else read it?

Today's my 18th Birthday (born 1993 same year as Doom was released) but its also been a year since I joined the Doomworld forums (a year and 7 days to be more accurate) which is hard to believe since it feels like a few months at most, I guess I need to try harder since I havent even reached "member" status yet and posting in the blogs will get me nowhere as I dont think it counts towards one's total postcount.