Lila Feuer

plops disembodied tit on top of head I am the fuckin' queen of France! wiggles arms

You can argue with them until you're blue in the face. Unfortunately bullshitters do not have a stamina bar.

Just because majority rule does not mean majority is right. Majority are often full of major shit anyway.

Just because majority rule does not mean majority is right. Majority are often full of major shit anyway.

Just because majority rule does not mean majority is right. Majority are often full of major shit anyway.

Your MAP13 fix for 1killtng was hosted on Discord and is no longer available for download. I just fixed my copy today, I think, I'll have to actually get to MAP13 in my continuous playthrough to make sure nothing in it seems off.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

Dear amalgoom, clippy crew, and doomworld. I would like to make a formal apology
 
when i was 16, I joined doomworld because I enjoyed making maps. As I grew I met people, got around, had ideas, some failed, some went chaotic and the people I crossed, most of the time left a bad impression.
 
I write this to say, I apologize for all the grief I have caused while as "Johnny Cruelty" I will *not bullshit and try to excuse my behavior. I was a dickhead, not because I was young, but because I was acting stupid and didn't think to stop. I was a terrible Project leader, I often was too bossy and got too obsessed over the smallest issues of a map, and thought every bit of critiscism was a personal attack. i was foolish very foolish. I took people's kindness for weakness, I didn't stop to think "hey these are people with lives and feelings, these aren't employees, these are PEOPLE" I did value these people but not enough, as my rude attitude outshined my respect for them, and in turn people casted me out, a pariah. One such individual I pissed off the most was @doomgappy he was a nice guy, and when the last straw was hit, when I got mad at him making "big" changes to small stuff, he couldn't take it, he lost his cool, he got so mad he was just done trying to help me and wanted me no more. at the time, out of guilt, even at my peak assholishness, a fragment of me realized how much of a asshole I was, and I passed the torch to him, and was exiled. sometime after that, I tried reaching out again, but I still was not quite... in good terms and he told me to get away from him, I was sad and mad but after a bit I understood and moved on. However some advice he told me before he exiled me, was "Just make a new fresh start and maybe one day things will be better again." so I did, I made grungo as not just a new fresh skin, but something more... something you might call... a "Gimmick" I spoke like Torr from fallout 2, and donned a blue velvet suit. My motto was "What would grungo do" which was the opposite of Johnny Cruelty... While some elements of JC leaked, I tried to maintain this new persona, by being nice as much as I could and aspired to be a better person, saying nice things on wads, making nice jokes, trying to do better in art. at first it was a suit, akin to a wolf in sheep's clothing, but I felt better being Grungo so I embraced it. Instead of me pretending to be someone I am not, I shaped myself to something I wanna be. But I must admit, even when I am trying to change, I admit I am not perfect, and sometimes I am a ass, I cannot lie, But I try and I understand if I keep trying to change, I will be like pinnocho, Grungo won't be a persona to me anymore,  but more of a reality of what's me. I'd also like to apologize for being annoying, that's on me and I should learn to control myself more, I am getting older and no longer a kid anymore.
 
In short I wanna say sorry for my misdeeds, and I don't expect forgiveness nor a slap on the wrist, I understand I left scars on people, scars that may not heal. and I understand some people just don't wanna do anything with me, and that's ok.
 
I just gotta take it easy day by day..
 
 
as for the persona, I might keep it up, because some people like it, and that outburst last night was me angered by some, and I understand some people take offense to the persona and see it as a sign of not taking up responsilibility and I understand it. 

But I take total responsiblity for my childish behavior and just hope for the best
 
signing off, Grungo.

Tomorrow marks the seventh year in a row now that I've had this permanent warning point assigned to my account for being rude to a user that is no longer on this forum and hasn't been for years. I would like to know who assigned it and if they even remember or not.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

I know it's painful Johnny but you have to let Grungo go back into the wild where he belongs.

Some relief for my pain might be upcoming soon. I've been in touch with a shoulder surgeon about getting my torn right rotator cuff fixed. The first doctor I approached turned me down because I had too many other problems with which he wasn't willing to deal (including a need for post-op inpatient rehab). This second doctor is much more cooperative and has a much better bedside manner, and he's accepted me as a patient. Now that I've got certain other maladies healed up, he's put things in motion in a big way. First off, he's scheduled me for surgery on Friday, December 15th. He also called me *himself* to discuss certain matters involving the surgery yesterday, including the fact that I don't need another MRI because my last one was right at one year ago. So, here's what I've got going so far:
 
- Call primary care physician and cardiologist today and schedule appointments prior to December 8th.
- Make arrangements for lifting recliner chair rental prior to surgery from medical goods outlet.
- Stop taking 81mg Aspirin dose one week prior to surgery.
 
That's it, except for actually having the surgery itself. I'm not looking forward to the 4 to 6 weeks of post-op pain and immobility (i.e., right arm in a sling), especially since I'm extremely right-handed, but I *am* looking forward to the eventual resolution of the constantly massive rotator cuff tear pain. I'll keep you up to date on the progress.

My favorite dumb memory regarding Doom is someone I used to know saying something about the Lost Souls and them being corrected with "No no, found souls," and he actually responded with "Huh, I wonder what they found."

Cue eternal laughter to this day whenever I randomly remember it.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

Thanks for giving me the best laugh of the night I hope I didn't wake up my neighbor since I live in an apartment.

RIP IN TOMATO SAUCE
 
 

Hey bro, just wanted to say, I love both of your Scythe wads and I hope you'll return with Scythe X completed one day