Azuruish

I have no idea why but i actually putted myself into quite extremely bad position - i left my job... Forever.
This was bad job - cleaner where salary is 16000 rubles or 250$. It's quite really low salary. I... I just tired of it. Better would be took a vacation but i decided to put an ultimatum to myself.
I got only one month to get a job in my big city. My purpose is to get job with salary within 30000 rubles or 470$ aaaand it's quite hard because i haven't any educations or degrees.
*sigh* But i had to do it because everyday i felt worse and worse. I want get better job, i want to afford more than i have now and i want to have my personal flat or house otherwise i don't see reasons to live.