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https://www.mediafire.com/file/5c1a73wznswd769/odious-master.wad/file
Here's Odious, or what I've made of it. It's a big download because it has the entirety of OTEX attached to it. The plan was for a real release to have all the unused stuff cut out but I found out the hard way that SLADE's tools for that suck and I don't have the wherewithal to fix it, let alone complete the work, make a thread, or collate a list of sources for assets I've used. ukiro made otex, DiR made the opal palette, psyrus made the midis, that's about 95% of the aesthetics right there. sorry i'm too much of a lazy cheating scumbag who hates creators I guess
Play this in Doom Retro.
I'm not working on this anymore because I'm completely done with Doom anything. There's no reason for me to work on making things for an audience that hates my guts. I'm still proud of what I did make here and elsewhere however. Thanks to the few of you who believed in me. cya
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I really appreciate the fact that you reached out to me when I was going through hell. You're an outspoken person, not a bad person. I checked on your profile because I haven't seen you around - I noticed your absence. That alone should tell you something. And you should be proud of your creations, your contributions to the community. Even if you don't want to participate in the community anymore, you can still just drop by and talk. I haven't contributed anything at all to the community other than talking to people, and I still feel like I have a purpose here. If I get into an argument with someone, I always try to patch things up. We should all be friends here. If someone is unwilling to mend a broken bridge, the bridge isn't worth mending, and the person isn't worth your time. But most people are willing. I don't know what specifically happened, but I don't think anyone hates your guts. Or maybe a few people do, some people are like that unfortunately. But the rest of us don't. I'm sure I'm intolerable to some people here, but I don't let it bother me because I know I'm still appreciated by most. I'm sorry you had this experience, Seg. We had some minor disputes but I never thought less of you. Please don't let internet people get to your head.
Thank you for your contributions and I hope to talk to you again one day.
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@Mr Masker @TheMagicMushroomMan I appreciate the well-wishes and concern but I'm not really looking to return to Doomworld or indeed the Doom community at large. I've felt alienated and rejected by it for months before I made the above post and certain people particularly those in the tastemaker cool-kids clique like esselfortium and kins went out of their way to shit on me, so I'm just going to focus my attention on things that make me happy. The Doom community is toxic, Doomworld is toxic, and barring radical changes to the culture that simply won't happen it'll remain toxic. There's good individuals but they're few and far between.
I'm more or less obligated to work on one last project but after that I'm not touching anything Doom at all.
If you want to reach out to me I'm on discord, bluesky, and cohost under the name "indigotyrian."