CBM

I want to say that I am glad that this DOOM community exists.

I also want to say that you did all you could and should not feel guilty in any way in case I end up killing myself.

I just lost my car due to economic distress and I will likely soon have to sell the house I inherited from my parents and that has been in my family forever. I will bear the stigma of being the one that lost it and werent able to pass it on to my son, the next generation.

I will also have to part with tons of stuff since I will no longer have the space for it.

I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, aspergers and an extremely powerfull urge to kill myself.

I am fighting every millisecond to NOT just end it all and take my own life.

My wifes nerves are hanging by a thread and I continue to be forced to rely more and more on her for everything.

The best thing for me and everybody else, would be for me to just die peacefully and as painless as possible.