Clippy

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Dear amalgoom, clippy crew, and doomworld. I would like to make a formal apology
 
when i was 16, I joined doomworld because I enjoyed making maps. As I grew I met people, got around, had ideas, some failed, some went chaotic and the people I crossed, most of the time left a bad impression.
 
I write this to say, I apologize for all the grief I have caused while as "Johnny Cruelty" I will *not bullshit and try to excuse my behavior. I was a dickhead, not because I was young, but because I was acting stupid and didn't think to stop. I was a terrible Project leader, I often was too bossy and got too obsessed over the smallest issues of a map, and thought every bit of critiscism was a personal attack. i was foolish very foolish. I took people's kindness for weakness, I didn't stop to think "hey these are people with lives and feelings, these aren't employees, these are PEOPLE" I did value these people but not enough, as my rude attitude outshined my respect for them, and in turn people casted me out, a pariah. One such individual I pissed off the most was @doomgappy he was a nice guy, and when the last straw was hit, when I got mad at him making "big" changes to small stuff, he couldn't take it, he lost his cool, he got so mad he was just done trying to help me and wanted me no more. at the time, out of guilt, even at my peak assholishness, a fragment of me realized how much of a asshole I was, and I passed the torch to him, and was exiled. sometime after that, I tried reaching out again, but I still was not quite... in good terms and he told me to get away from him, I was sad and mad but after a bit I understood and moved on. However some advice he told me before he exiled me, was "Just make a new fresh start and maybe one day things will be better again." so I did, I made grungo as not just a new fresh skin, but something more... something you might call... a "Gimmick" I spoke like Torr from fallout 2, and donned a blue velvet suit. My motto was "What would grungo do" which was the opposite of Johnny Cruelty... While some elements of JC leaked, I tried to maintain this new persona, by being nice as much as I could and aspired to be a better person, saying nice things on wads, making nice jokes, trying to do better in art. at first it was a suit, akin to a wolf in sheep's clothing, but I felt better being Grungo so I embraced it. Instead of me pretending to be someone I am not, I shaped myself to something I wanna be. But I must admit, even when I am trying to change, I admit I am not perfect, and sometimes I am a ass, I cannot lie, But I try and I understand if I keep trying to change, I will be like pinnocho, Grungo won't be a persona to me anymore,  but more of a reality of what's me. I'd also like to apologize for being annoying, that's on me and I should learn to control myself more, I am getting older and no longer a kid anymore.
 
In short I wanna say sorry for my misdeeds, and I don't expect forgiveness nor a slap on the wrist, I understand I left scars on people, scars that may not heal. and I understand some people just don't wanna do anything with me, and that's ok.
 
I just gotta take it easy day by day..
 
 
as for the persona, I might keep it up, because some people like it, and that outburst last night was me angered by some, and I understand some people take offense to the persona and see it as a sign of not taking up responsilibility and I understand it. 

But I take total responsiblity for my childish behavior and just hope for the best
 
signing off, Grungo.

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Hey guys hey. Hope you are all doing well. I just have to put it out there that I can no longer take requests. Even though I don't solicit requests people always find me and throw maps at me and I have an insurmountable pile that is just too overwhelming to attempt to take on
 
When I started this I always wanted to help other mappers and show their work and do the best I could but it's just become too much these days and I don't want to ruin this past time that I enjoy
 
It's touching that people want to see me play their stuff and I wish I could help everybody but it's just not feasible for me to keep up without feeling stressed and if I add stress to my escapist past time then what the hell am I doing
 
Going forward I'm going to have to regretfully decline requests and just try to take on whatever I have time to take on and actually play things I decide to play for the sake of fun and sanity
 
I hope everybody understands and I hate to say no to people but I'm almost at a Breaking Point with this haha 
 
So I'm going to try my best to keep things light and easy breezy so I still have fun and can focus on other things as well 
 
Sorry for all the words and sorry for anybody I let down and thanks for understanding I'm just one guy and I'm tired fat Tiger for life

Woah . . . 17th Birthday . . . 
 
I plan to release a wad soon… didn’t necessarily plan it to be a birthday wad and it isn’t really, though perhaps it’s fitting, look out for it soon

More pics from my WIP project. This is E4M3.
 

Working on E4M3 of my Hell Beneath inspired mapset.
 

In case anyone was wondering if Bitter Dream is still alive, it is.

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time

2 more maps to go and it's MEGAWAD time