Christian Ck.

that's only the first track, this is the full soundtrack :)

An atmospheric doom wad is certainly interesting. It is very short, the fights are okish and the ending is very odd. But I would lie if I said I did not enjoy it. People should do more layed back atmospheric wads like this.

You used an AI. Idk if it is just the AI that did it or your had some little touch ups but I recocnized the stupid Plus sign windows and bad outside areas Obsidian does. Shame on you.

Very nice, feels like a doom 1 hell map.

I am sorry everyone. I first made this while having another episode where I just say weird delussional shit and act without thinking while being aware that it's wrong. Afterwards I calmed down and realized how embarrasing and stupid this situation was and out of sheer anger and shame towards myself I decided to just do what I always do and remove every trace of myself and all that lead up to this point. People who actually know me told me often that I am not a bad person but I am less and less sure about that. My shift is over now, might only check up here tomorrow. @Bloodshedder or @Doomkid I would like to request a removal of this topic because it has gained some traction and it's not a good look of what this comunity or site is about. I apologize to everyone again.

I said already this is not just about these stupid unreliable doom CPs. This whole dumbass situation applies to every singe creative thing and I will stop it myself. I will make sure it never happened and will not happen again one way or another. I've just about had it with this whole creative dumbass bullshit fucking up every time and making me so god damn misserable. You don't know me, you don't know what I did, you don't know what happens. You do not know in the slightest if I am over reacting. I am. But it is the right thing to stop it.

You know what no, I am done with this. I will ask the amdins/mods to delete the account or make them permanetly remove me from here so there is no trace I ever was a part of any of this.

I didn't fucking lose ti ok I ma fien

Idfk know man. I don't think much when this happens I just act. The CP stayed domrnet for so long no one will bat an eye if it lingers longer anyway.

It really isn't. I was aware of what I did but I didn't do it directly.

This is not just about doom maps. The stress, frustration and self loathig build up too much again and I took it all out and acted without having control over my mind on the first person who pissed me off. In this case not a person but an entire community. I could say "Well if I sacrificed my free time and stayed over night to finish it until the deadline the can take some sacrifice too" but that's stupid and I see it. I see that my original post is stupid and me earasing everything is too. But I am just tired of this whole idiotic creative bullshit. It has caused nothing but conflicts, shame, anger and all sorts of negative emotion for absolutely fucking nothing. It doesn't make any difference if my map is there or not. It doesn't make any damn difference if any of those CPs get released or not. The world spins the same way and I go on to live the same monotonous existence as I did until now. I have to put an end to all of this and if it means burning it all slowly in these fits of rage caused by the lack of joy in the daily life so be it. This was stupid of me I know. But it's probably for the best.

I deleted it all. No trance of any of the works in here. This is not a breakdown, I have had enough of the unorganised fools who can't finish what they started. I have had enough to spend the hours on something for it to lead to nothing. But it's not their fault. This is all it takes, a couple of failed attemps and the constantly increasing stress and worry of every day to turn yourself into a clown and display the scene all over the internet. This is not the end, I will come back and pretend noting ever happened like the cockroach of a being that I came to be. You are all to blame for this but it is entierly my fault. It will happen again.

I am no longer a part of this project. Deleted my map. Good luck.

I ma no longer a tpart of othis project. Map 27 is deleted. Good luck

You're all right, I have to act. I have to act in order to not be bound by it and erase it all. Slowly let the creativity die and seek all that is important above all.