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my to-do list:
1. stay off the internet at any cost (it doesn't help and never will)
2. seek help where possible (i'm gonna have to find a way to get help in secret)
3. find methods on how to mentally stablize myself and become a better person (i.e stuff like behavioural therapy, meditation, and sensory deprevation)
4. archive everything into an autobiography alongside my games and all that (i will make sure to remember every detail so i can finally put some closure to this)
5. delete all social media and leave the internet (not much to do past that)
6. pay a visit to the reaper (don't worry about me it's gonna happen eventually)
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gonna leave the internet for a long while to get my shit together, i'll come back when i can actually handle this shit
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i used to get so anxious when logging on here expecting all sorts of stuff, but since then i've largely moved to discord, and every time i log in it feels so quiet, but this shit is pretty special to me as i have some really fond memories of both here and on the zdoom forums, i was just thinking about all this and that even though i'm pretty much a self-proclaimed "lolcow" on here, that i'm still deciding to pop by to say hi on occasion, it's weird how that works, probably means this website has some sentimental value for me idk. If any of y'all actually feel like having more chats with me for whatever reason you can find me on the official zdoom discord server with the same name i have here, i promise a fast response when possible, stay safe and have an amazing rest of your day/night