Stupid Bunny

The Clown-Prince of Everything Else, boy I sure do miss you.

One of these days we wanna see you come back here and laugh with you again.

Dear amalgoom, clippy crew, and doomworld. I would like to make a formal apology
 
when i was 16, I joined doomworld because I enjoyed making maps. As I grew I met people, got around, had ideas, some failed, some went chaotic and the people I crossed, most of the time left a bad impression.
 
I write this to say, I apologize for all the grief I have caused while as "Johnny Cruelty" I will *not bullshit and try to excuse my behavior. I was a dickhead, not because I was young, but because I was acting stupid and didn't think to stop. I was a terrible Project leader, I often was too bossy and got too obsessed over the smallest issues of a map, and thought every bit of critiscism was a personal attack. i was foolish very foolish. I took people's kindness for weakness, I didn't stop to think "hey these are people with lives and feelings, these aren't employees, these are PEOPLE" I did value these people but not enough, as my rude attitude outshined my respect for them, and in turn people casted me out, a pariah. One such individual I pissed off the most was @doomgappy he was a nice guy, and when the last straw was hit, when I got mad at him making "big" changes to small stuff, he couldn't take it, he lost his cool, he got so mad he was just done trying to help me and wanted me no more. at the time, out of guilt, even at my peak assholishness, a fragment of me realized how much of a asshole I was, and I passed the torch to him, and was exiled. sometime after that, I tried reaching out again, but I still was not quite... in good terms and he told me to get away from him, I was sad and mad but after a bit I understood and moved on. However some advice he told me before he exiled me, was "Just make a new fresh start and maybe one day things will be better again." so I did, I made grungo as not just a new fresh skin, but something more... something you might call... a "Gimmick" I spoke like Torr from fallout 2, and donned a blue velvet suit. My motto was "What would grungo do" which was the opposite of Johnny Cruelty... While some elements of JC leaked, I tried to maintain this new persona, by being nice as much as I could and aspired to be a better person, saying nice things on wads, making nice jokes, trying to do better in art. at first it was a suit, akin to a wolf in sheep's clothing, but I felt better being Grungo so I embraced it. Instead of me pretending to be someone I am not, I shaped myself to something I wanna be. But I must admit, even when I am trying to change, I admit I am not perfect, and sometimes I am a ass, I cannot lie, But I try and I understand if I keep trying to change, I will be like pinnocho, Grungo won't be a persona to me anymore,  but more of a reality of what's me. I'd also like to apologize for being annoying, that's on me and I should learn to control myself more, I am getting older and no longer a kid anymore.
 
In short I wanna say sorry for my misdeeds, and I don't expect forgiveness nor a slap on the wrist, I understand I left scars on people, scars that may not heal. and I understand some people just don't wanna do anything with me, and that's ok.
 
I just gotta take it easy day by day..
 
 
as for the persona, I might keep it up, because some people like it, and that outburst last night was me angered by some, and I understand some people take offense to the persona and see it as a sign of not taking up responsilibility and I understand it. 

But I take total responsiblity for my childish behavior and just hope for the best
 
signing off, Grungo.

Amplifier Worship is probably in my top 10 favorite albums

GRUNGO GOT JOB FOR FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!
 
GRUNGO'S CAVE FRIEND OFFERED GRUNGO JOB OF WASHING AUTO-MOBEELS, AND GRUNGO IS LEARNING HOW WASH CARS!!!
 
GRUNGO FEEL HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!111

As a fellow PCKF member, it's always cool seeing you post here :P (I'm Pandakeen on there, maybe you remember my Keen 1 Redrawn project... I'm still working on it, just very slowly)

I sincerely hope SHEYDE recovers from their car accident, broken legs and pelvis, liver cancer, drinking problem, mistrust of doctors, mistrust of immigrants, screw overs from their (possibly imaginary) friends and budget issues which FORCED them to steal music.
 
Truly a tragic tale cursed upon all great artists, best wishes.

IDeas

Dangerous Keen 4 "HELLO WORLD!"

I am gonna be real honest here. I  really like your energy and you remind me of myself when I joined the forum years back but you gotta tone down the energy a little or else you are gonna get yourself in real hot water real quick. 

I love Speedy Eggbert
 
RIP the 40 or so levels I made back in the day

broski, you have to credit wad authors, they put in time and hard work into their craft.
you can't get mad at me asking for credit, I'm sorry if you're tired of being asked for credit but it's kind of a serious thing within any artform, whether movies or games for the end credits, to simply listen the name of an author of a book.
if you want help making your own mapsets then you can look at the doomwiki, or go to the doom editing forum, they help me a lot with troubleshooting, or you could just simply ask someone else how to do that, I learned how to do permanent blood splats or grenade launchers in dehacked by looking around.
 
I wish you the best of luck
 
~biz

Is your name/avatar a reference to lamps in Nethack?  The game has hardwired me to get really excited when I see standalone yellow parentheses

Wendy's is opening in Australia, soon after five guys and taco bel.
 
I need your updates and reviews on their meals. Please return.
 
Seriously get your self ashamed arse back on Doom world, there is only one McD James we remember, and he is missed.

I hope you get to get back sooner here. Doomworld isn't the same without you.

I got a date! I'm about to get fucked in the ass at over 155mph by a hurricane named Ian, I'm already getting wet!

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

Just realized I passed my 15th anniversary of joining Doomworld a week ago
 
That isn’t much compared to some of you old timers out there, but the time I’ve been here is longer than the time between my joining and the release of Doom itself, so that’s something (it’s also almost half of my life so far)
 
Anyway I’m super proud to still be here and still be mapping after all this time (a couple years-long absences aside), I’ve seen some of my other favorite grandpa game communities wither away but there’s so much young and old blood here and so much life and creativity and the community is better than ever in a lot of ways. What a cool thing to be a part of!
 
As a last note I will be keeping my current custom title until I actually finish a project (which may not be too insanely long from now)

FINALLY, it is DONE.
 
Memento Mori definitely shows its age, and was not as fun as I'd hoped it would be. Highlights are seeing some of the last few maps from Tom Mustaine and the Casalis, the multiplayer focus really screwed over a bunch of maps though, with large chunks of levels unavailable for singleplayer, and the whole of Map 32 unavailable unless you exploit a design flaw or IDCLIP. Also fuck The Cesspool for its ridiculous use of the 30 second secret. The Casali maps were the highlight, as well as some of the Moller brothers works.

You probably don't check here that often. In fact I can see that. But I kind of miss your random crap, so I'd kind of like to see you back. If you're done, that's fine. But I wish you well, take care!
 
Edit: I couldn't remember the last time I saw you post, but reading that last thread about Street Fighter brought back the memory. And I read it before you edited it, it was harsh, but it was an understandable response. If that's what's keeping you from coming back, don't worry about it. I've said plenty of stupid shit that I wish I could've parsed better, but I can't, and I don't want to change it.
 
Again, I think you're welcome back any time, you certainly were never banned. And if you're done with Doomworld, again I wish you well, and the best. You were nothing if not memorable.