BigDickBzzrak

OK, I've already seen gruesome meltdowns before (e.g. SArais) but this is just low-key unsettling.

(Idiotic post, deleted)

Wait, why did you got banned?

People around you usually start dying in your 20s . I'm ~15 years older and know at least a dozen people, both related and acquaintances, that are now dead. All over the last 15 years almost exactly.

Hi so life's alright

I'm incredibly lazy, like right now I should get to my genetics "homework", idk how to call it, assignment is too strong of a word

I sleep a lot and cannot function properly unless I get literally 11 hours of sleep, a quite recent development since 8 used to be more than enough

I've completed Half-Life 2 in the past few days, first new game I played in months if not years, I liked it a lot!

Gaining new friends slowly but surely, it ain't hard folks!! Helps to pretend you're a bit more of a dummy than you actually are. I mean as a foreigner here I am already a bit of a dummy in the locals' eyes by default. 

Really low on $$$ until I man up and find a job. I plan to do that after this semester so that I don't get too caught up during exams.

Until then yeah I guess forced vegetarianism, and I'm already skinny as heck. Turns out my body spends over 3k calories per day. I can not afford to eat that much.

Is this really that adult life people talk about? Sometimes I can't really wrap my head around the fact that I'm a person with my own will now. Like I can do what I want, for real. I mean unless we count buying stuff right now. Weird stuff, really weird stuff, even weirder when you consider that everyone probably went through this

Btw looking at my 11 warning points on the left sidebar brings me back to the good old days when i still gave a shit about the internet, thanks @Linguica it's appreciated from this distance! I wish I still got that excited about stuff that don't even exist in reality. FFS I was 14 when I registered here, now I'm close to goddamn 19 years old what the FUCK, those two are barely even the same person anymore

LMAO I even still have 4x more profile views than new people with 4x bigger postcounts, this place really became boring without me I see! 

How are you all doing?

Life's still good, started uni and all, how about you all?

Kinda lonely tho since I don't have that many friends here yet, but hopefully it'll be alright

I kinda miss this guy

Lmao people still go onto my profile, why? 

Also I'm doing fine in case you are wondering, I hope the same applies to you all

Hey guys, accidentally logged on again

Anyway i'm probably not gonna hang around here anymore because this place has been inhaling Richard recently

In case you wanna talk to me (understandable considering how badass I am) hit me up on Discord where I do log in semi-regularly

Xeep-Eep#7414

Xeep-eep is also my username on doomer boards which i used as a cheap camouflage against getting banned on here, but now as i don't care at all, might as well say it

Feels nice to actually be done with this chapter in my life after 3 years, thanks for everything

Farewell and keep on Doomin', blastoise over and out

P.S.

P.P.S.

I logged on back because I heard @Doom Marine was back

What an epic dude

How are you dudes doing? 

Tried Hawaiian pizza about a week ago. It's nice.

Hmm

Hi, so I slept 10 hours last night but I still feel kinda tired, like my body isn't tired but my brain is. Like I'm acting super dumb and super slow, as I usually do when I'm sleepy. (when I'm not, I'm just plain dumb and slow AS YOU MIGHT HAVE GUESSED) 

My sleep schedule is normally kinda insufficient but fairly consistent and I put effort into keeping it that way.  (2230 plus minus half an hour till 0645, last night I went to sleep at 2105 though)

I don't have insomnia or anything, I usually fall asleep immediately after going to bed. 

What to do, should I sleep more? Less??? Drink more water or something? Fall asleep to rain sounds?????? What do you recommend? 

Helloooooooooooooo?