Fuzzball

Oh boohoo I'm sorry is reporting bullying on a thread seen as bad practise? My bad.

Another new avatar! Girafarig is awesome~

New avatar! :D Still giraffe related of course~

Good now I can post things here and..oh nevermind. :I

suicide is sounding nice again

I joined Doomworld 9 years ago to this day :D ...and somehow I'm still here!

Gotta try and force myself to leave the house tomorrow to get shopping...hnn

Almost past that 23 hours of being awake mark- I think I should go to bed ;P Damn brain

Thrown away again

rambling as usual whoo

aa...good..or not.

I hate this ugly cage so much...I'm too scared to pick up the key let alone open the lock...

Ugh....fuck

Today I was chased by some bird screaming things and being lewd to me.

I've never been so scared in my life- a local camera caught the footage live.

...I do wonder if I'm welcome anymore or to anybody lately.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Stupid brain... pftt..

I dunno...should go to bed..

stupid thoughts are no good right?

Like...aa..not wanting to get up to anything, no work, no sitting on PC, no dealing with BS or just...the day...I guess...sleep would be nice...lots and lots and lots of infinite sleep and dreams where I don't have to abide by the fucking rules of life...maybe theres a way..yeah..

"Oh hey let's do this! YEAH! I have ideas let's put them into place and do all the cool things and prepare fo-" ... oh... right...yeah.

The only thing I have to look forward to right now is a friend coming down to visit for a couple of days on the 14th- me, him and another friend (who lives on the outskirts) will be going out and stuff...it's gonna be awesome...

but...

..then what?

I'll be alone again...

I'm fed up with this now...ugh...it's not going work out is it...it never will...

I don't know really what to think as of late, regarding a certain subject...starting to worry once more...

Looking for hot singles in your area? Good luck to you! Good luck to everybody aaaaaaa I have no idea what this post means

Now I have this working....that's a thing I guess?

This week is going to be lame and it's only just 1am of Monday... bleh...

Still can't eat anything and it's been over a week since I was struck down with the wonders of Norovirus- but my body is still protesting at all food I try and feed it... :(

Things have been hectic the last few months as we all know, politics, life and just general things for everybody- myself included...Even if at the moment it's still the early stages...small steps you know?

Only recently have been able to be a little open about these kinds of things given the subject but thanks to others with support I've been able to at least be more comfortable...even if it's a bit at a time. This has all been kept away for years and years...so please forgive my nerves and anxious ramblings.

Basically I'm asking if it would be okay to refer to me as female from now?

For some it might be a surprise, and others maybe not so- and a few of you already know and have been awesome in helping me with said support I mentioned earlier- of course I've had it from others from a couple other places and other close friends online I've know and trusted for years...but this community is (mostly :P) awesome and I know you are very diverse and welcoming peoples!

I'm not here to poke with a stick each time or get offended if somebody forgets or gets it wrong at first- but this is more just to get this out there in the open. I'll try and answer anything if you're curious but again it's early days and there are going to be many barriers I still need to beat and overcome.

It's not fully in plan just yet...again so much I need to think about...so much to say and do...it's very difficult for me and I don't just want to, but I kind of NEED to get these kinds of things off my chest if I'm going to be serious about this.

Here is a picture of a giraffe because those are cool. Giraffes are cool you dig?


Thanks everybody and keep being amazing! <3
..it's past 6am and I need to sleep...really

This is a true fact I am stating right now.

So apparently some people wear shoes in their house...and even their room? D:
What kind of thing is that? I guess it's a cultural thing that ranges from country to country but here it's usually take your shoes off when you get in etc.
It is a little cold though so maybe I will put some socks on...Hmmmmm